It's only 10am and my day has been at its worst. Get this get any worse??
I dont even how to express myself at this point and there's much anger in me..
For almost 3 years now, I have protected my image in my school and in just one snap this one desperate girl destroys it all. ARGH!!! Capal niya talaga. I honestly hate her right now!! I wanna scream! SHOUT! but most of all i want to cry coz I dont think I really deserve this... :( I know this issue is really shallow but kse im really OC with regards to reputation. Not that i feel like im all that perfect but I try so hard so people wont think bad of me then this girl, this one super effin irritating girl destroys it!!! argh!
But you guys, since 8 am when i found out what she had done I just kept quiet. Thought a lot and hey, what else can I do? What's done is done. I shall pray for her soul now. Hope she changes... All this anger in me naman stays only up to here. Later, when i see her again, what? of course I just have to be the one to understand like what i've been doing eversince. I dont know. I know this is not me. I hate being angry with anyone. I dont like being plastic and all but she really pushed it too much now. It's too much............. I just really want to cry... :( God, what did I do??? why is she doing this to me??? help me...
