Hello world. Today really sucks for me. I have FREAKIN CLASSES. and its my heavy day, my classes are from 1 till 6. Just great!!! I can't believe Im going to miss out on trick or treat this year. Its my first time to miss it. I always have lots of candies during halloween. HAHA I guess the Lord is saying that i really am old already. ME: But not for trick or treat. haha Oh well, i'll just think about leaving class earlier so i might be able to catch some of it.
Funny thing is, last night i was doing silly things with my hair coz i was planning to come up with a simple costume. Put together what i have here at home. haha Bobbie kept on laughing at me coz i looked so silly. haha but now, its hopeless. LOL I'm not going to be here anyway.

BOOHOO!!! GELLI!!!

Napaisip ako dahil pinagtawanan ako ng bestfriend kse ang emo ko daw dun sa last post. hahaha
Bruha tlga un. LOL Ayan napipilitan ako maging masaya dahil bawal maging malungkot. haha

I really cant accept the fact that things are in this way. It's so irritating to the point that its killing me inside. Can i just die instead?? Everything you do is wrong. ARGH!! What has happened?? i thought i was semi-okay with it, i thought i had it my hands, and i thought that things would be alright. :( What happened to my friend?? Everything is so different. It really breaks my heart. Do i still matter? Do my feelings still mean something or maybe it doesnt anymore. Well then, Best of luck to me......

yes! finally midterms are over and i can semi-relax again. whoosh! i pray that i get good scores in my tests. Kahit inpogeo lang. please. haha

Last night i had a series of bad dreams. :( yes, let me repeat "series". I dont really remember what the others were but i know all my dreams were nightmares. Ewan ko ba. Im really like that when i'm so tired and stressed. too bad for me. :(

We three marias together with mia had dinner at gb3 last night and i had a crush on this american girl who was sitting right across us. haha Ang ganda nya kse. She kinda looked like Fergie of BEP but she's prettier. With her wine and pizza. Haha I loved her outfit pa. LOL Kaso lang ang panget ng boyfriend nya. LOL

I feel so bad for a friend. really. She's in a stage in her life that's very difficult. I just cant say it. God!! Boys.. what's wrong with you guys??? haha

Lately, i've been missing highschool again because of several reasons and memories keep flashing back. Everywhere i go there's alway something there to remind me of something very significant that happened before. One of the biggest factors also is that my life was more peaceful back then. I worried about smaller problems unlike what im facing now. College stress is just too much. LOL Really i just want to go back to 2004-2005. hehe Here i go again but i just cant help it. Talk about college stress, why does it have deal with everything??. Time, fun and my friends. Im so busy with everything, i cant have fun, fun like before and i dont get to spend much time with my friends. Just like the girl who's living far from me.
Last night was spent at bagaberde. Nina's gig. Wala lang. Mik and i were just focusing on her NINA. LOL Greatness. C henovee nga lang hindi kumanta but its all good. I know neve. No need to worry. Isa pa un.. As soon as I sat down the very first person that entered my mind was her. (Ung nasa malayo) The fun night we spent there before. :(:(:( Haay.. Plus there's a lot more running through my head now. You guys just wont imagine.
But i still believe.. yes... i believe.... Even if it really makes me very sad at times or most of the time rather. haha basta "Pag may tiyaga may ice cream ako" yaahhaayuckk!! ang corny ko!!

Ito ay isang malaking bagay na kailanman hindi ko naiisip manyari. Pero siguro nga dapt talga mangyari ito para mas tumibay ang relasyon sa isa't-isa. Wala naman akong sinisisi, sana lang maging ayos na ang lahat. Sa totoo lang pakiramdam ko wla na akong silbi pa. Mababaw man meron pero ganun talaga eh. Bakit ganito? Sa kagustuhan kong maging sobrang "perfect" ang lahat hindi ko siya mukuha. Mali nga talaga kse wla nmn "perfect" eh. Pero ito pangako ko, kailanman hindi ko kayo iiwan at mamahalin ko kayo hanggat sa huli. Lahat na gagawin para lang maging maayos dahil hindi ko ito kakayanin.

Pinasasalamatan ko ang Diyos para dito. Dahil tinuturuan niya kme maging mas matatag at mas kilalanin ang bawat isa. Alam ko hindi nya kme iiwan dahil mahal niya kme. Lahat ng ito ay dahil sakanya at alam ko maganda ang kalabasan nito sa huli.

Ito ay isang malaking bagay na kailanman hindi ko naiisip manyari. Pero siguro nga dapt talga mangyari ito para mas tumibay ang relasyon sa isa't-isa. Wala naman akong sinisisi, sana lang maging ayos na ang lahat. Sa totoo lang pakiramdam ko wla na akong silbi pa. Mababaw man meron pero ganun talaga eh. Bakit ganito? Sa kagustuhan kong maging sobrang "perfect" ang lahat hindi ko siya mukuha. Mali nga talaga kse wla nmn "perfect" eh. Pero ito pangako ko, kailanman hindi ko kayo iiwan at mamahalin ko kayo hanggat sa huli. Lahat na gagawin para lang maging maayos dahil hindi ko ito kakayanin.

Pinasasalamatan ko ang Diyos para dito. Dahil tinuturuan niya kme maging mas matatag at mas kilalanin ang bawat isa. Alam ko hindi nya kme iiwan dahil mahal niya kme. Lahat ng ito ay dahil sakanya at alam ko maganda ang kalabasan nito sa huli.

Its a very busy week ahead of me. I cant believe im not spending time on this. its terrible. haha kse nmn tons of work to do. Forgive me. I'll be back on a roll hopefully soon. Well for today i'll just be greeting peeps.

>>> Oct. 19 . My bro. VICTOR. haha

and for today.

Keoleen Panlilio
and
Jorge Wieneke.

I love you three. hahaha

Something to make me feel better. These two right here were the TOOOTTT!!!! ahahaha
Stop gelli. Stop.

Hi ra. :D hahaha

so ayun! mabuti naman at magaan na ang pakiramdam ko. hehehehe

BUT!! still im not in the mood for long posts.

It was lola's last day today. She really is together with my lolo now. Im happy for her. I actually envy her. :)

ano ba ito??? anong nananyari?? i just want to give up. really.

I finally got to watch High School musical and it is LOVE. :D I super love it but bobbie loves it more than i do. haha She already memorizes some of the songs. haha We plan to watch a million times more. :D

Today is such a lazy day. I only have 2 classes and i have a quiz on both. I so dont want to go to school if not only for the quiz. There's no fun there anyway. burgh!! Okay im stopping.

I wanna have my nails done. hehe but i cant coz i have to get ready now for school. That so sucks!! oh well. im must go. :(

sadly...

Finally!! may ilaw na kame!! 6 days?? my gulay! ewan ko ba basta i'm so glad that our lights are back. It feels like the greatest thing ever. haha kung alam niyo lang!! Now i can go back to my desperate housewives 2 marathon. Weepee!!

I have no intentions of making kwento what happened to me for the past few days because it would be too long and all galit lang ang mababasa niyo dito. haha

I currently feel so stressed and i dont know why. Game 2 is on sunday and the pressure is on us because we lost game 1. I have to do double time also on my studies because well be gone for a week for the UNI games which will be in bacolod. Im not so excited because i always visit bacolod and plus i'm afraid that i might not be able to catch up on my studies. *sighs* So maybe that's why i feel stressed. LOL But im excited to go to LAKAWON though :D if we can. I miss skiing.

Oh yeah, happy birthday to Regina Jose. That's all.

hi guys. sorry ngayon lang. i've been dying coz i havent posted for such a long time but its just that meralco wont allow me too. Wala parin kme ilaw. 5 days na. There's nothing i can do but whine all day. okay?? LOL Im at school now just making use of my resources. I'll try to be back the soonest.


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