I really cant accept the fact that things are in this way. It's so irritating to the point that its killing me inside. Can i just die instead?? Everything you do is wrong. ARGH!! What has happened?? i thought i was semi-okay with it, i thought i had it my hands, and i thought that things would be alright. :( What happened to my friend?? Everything is so different. It really breaks my heart. Do i still matter? Do my feelings still mean something or maybe it doesnt anymore. Well then, Best of luck to me......