Im such a fool for ignoring this for the longest time. ugh! i just cant compose my thoughts lately. there' s so many things happening right now and i dont know how to put them in words. What's even funny is that the sucky things happening now are not really happening in my life its with the people close to me. Hindi nga ako sure kung masaya ba ako na hindi talga sha nananyari sakin pero dun naman sha nanayari sa mga taong mahal ko. :( Ewan. I guess im more hurt with this set-up bec. i cant do anything to help them. Un! ewan ko ba.. Like now i just found out something again. saw some pictures!!! ugh!!! i hate it! i wanna drive to a far place kase inis talaga ako. I just want to be alone. I wish that it happened to me nalang para ako nalang nahihirapan mas gusto pa. Promise. I just want to see them all happy doesnt matter if im sad. seriously. Kung alam nyo lang talaga how i feel now. It hurts... i feel so bad for them. Hope matapos na talaga ito and things go back to the way it should be... INIS TALAGA!!! wwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
