Here I go again being such a pessimist. ugh! Woke up today feeling very wierd and I mean really wierd. It was like the moment I opened my eyes everything flashed in my head. All the bad thoughts these past few days and so now i'm really hating everything. My dreams were also as bad as a rotten egg. :(
Talk about contentment. But I'm not really sure if that's what it really is though. There's so many things running through this silly head of mine. I dont feel like playing today because of this and I know that this is wrong. If they'd find out i'm super dead. Yesterday's game just really hit me. :(
There's still so much I want to say but I just dont know how to let it out?
"Why do things have to change negatively? Why can't we be truthful to those who have the right to know the truth and lastly, do we really deserve this because as far as I know we've done everything right."
